Last night I had a dream where I was preparing to euthanize myself.
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Dream #1
Last night I had a dream where I was preparing to euthanize myself. My husband was there. It seemed like this was a decision I had made that he was upset about but had gone along with it for my sake.
I don’t know what the circumstances were that led to my decision, but it felt inevitable on my end.
After I took the pill, I realized I forgot to say goodbye to some friends.
Oh, well, I thought to myself as I closed my eyes and prepared to drift into a never-ending sleep.
But you know what?
The pill didn’t work, and I found myself awake and alive, and somewhat happy, so we set off in search of those friends.
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When I told my sister the dream, she said, “That’ good. For all your complaining that means you want to live.”
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